It's been awhile since I've done any progression with my exercise on WordPress. I think I just had to stop writing about it for a bit so that I could get my head on straight and really focus on me. I was so busy focusing on literally EVERYTHING that I wasn't doing 100% on just … Continue reading Going on a hiatus
I am having so much trouble writing this second book on vaginismus. I don't know why the fictional story is so much more difficult to get into. I thought it would be hella fun, but every time I go to the computer to write, I just sit there and stare at the document. I'm beginning … Continue reading Writer’s block…again
I feel like my day is off to a good start!!! I went to my psychiatrist today and he is taking me off of abilify because it has caused me to gain almost 50lbs. Even with running this morning and not having anything to eat today, I was still 15lbs heavier than a few weeks … Continue reading Beginning of the day
"But for the last couple months, I just wasn’t into sex at all. It just felt like we were so different and I was depressed. Some of that is just me, some of it was he wanted me to have kids and I have a hard enough time taking care of myself. I don’t think … Continue reading Mental Health Quote
My fiance's birthday yesterday was a success! I made him dinner, we biked so that he could play pokemon, got ice cream and came back home to watch Parks and Rec. Today was definitely a better workout, and good thing too because we didn't eat so great. We biked over 10 miles and burnt a … Continue reading Day 8: Biking
Today was definitely not one of my best days for working out. However, I could have stayed in bed feeling depressed but I didn't. I got up, got myself together and used the elliptical for 15 minutes. It wasn't a long time because some guy was in there and that stuff always makes me nervous...but … Continue reading Day 7
Yesterday, I did manage to work out for a little bit. Instead of actually going to the gym, my fiance and I decided to just go for a bike ride and a walk. It wasn't a super long one, but it was really nice to just spend some time together and enjoy the weather on … Continue reading Yesterday’s day 6
