For all those guys who wanted to date me, You got lucky. For all those guys who I never said goodbye too, You got lucky. For all those guys whose hearts were broken by me, You got lucky. For all those guys who wanted a happy and normal relationship, You got lucky. For all those … Continue reading For all those guys…
So, I'm not sure how many of you watch Shane Dawson or Lisa Schwartz, but I am a HUGE fan 🙂 Lisa decided to have users submit their ghost stories to her Twitter page to see if they would be aired. Well, guess what?! Mine got aired!!!! I'm pretty sure I told all of you … Continue reading Ghost Story on YouTube
I started watching a TV show called, "Embarrassing Bodies," and immediately clicked on the vagina episode. I was desperately hoping I'd find someone in the episode, who struggled with vaginismus. Well, sadly, I did not encounter anyone. However, one person did have to get Botox injections for a different problem (her muscles were not tightening … Continue reading Botox stories from Reddit
Can't sleep. Ashamed of the pain. Afraid of the guilt. My love was never enough. Only one person. I can't do it all. Watch me falter As I try to stand tall.
Even though I have been feeling significantly better with my new medications, I still have days where I'm depressed. I've discovered that singing and drawing has truly helped me to express myself. It's hard living in a small town where there is very little to do, so I just try to make my own fun. … Continue reading Small Town Blues
Am I a weak person or am I simply human? I can't decide whether to laugh or cry. Dry those eyes and leave certain memories behind. Why is it so difficult to let go of the past? Why is it a strangulation on myself to leave behind all the rest? Am I really a weak person … Continue reading Am I weak?
This is a question that I have been pondering and warring with for quite some time now. Over the past 8 years of having vaginismus, I've undergone a roller-coaster of emotions. Some years, I would be hopeful that I would overcome vaginismus. Other years, I would feel defeated and just accept that I will never … Continue reading What does Cured mean to you?