*New Lube Update*

After the wedding, I decided to get back on track working with the dilators. I felt that: 1. I would have more time to devote to them and (hopefully) be less stressed out. 2. I also wanted to get back into the habit of using them if I planned to get the Botox procedure in …

The History of Dildos

Photo credit: European Association Of Urology And you thought we had it bad with our dilators today! No, you are not looking at pictures of broken off penises (or penii) from statues. You are actually looking at ancient dildos. Yes, you read that correctly. These are some of the oldest dildos to exist. Dildos have …

Disastrous Dilator Stories

Vaginismus is a difficult pill to swallow when you are first diagnosed with it. So for today, I'd like to post a variety of funny stories relating to my dilators. I'm not sure if anyone else does this, but I try so hard to make sure that no one ever sees my dilators. Whenever I …

How to Use Dilators Correctly

Dilators: Those annoying, yet helpful, phallic-looking plastic, silicone or glass instruments used to help stretch the PC muscles ❤️ Pediatric sizes Vaginal sizes Many women are given dilators without any instruction on how to use them. Of course, these cylindrical tools can be extremely helpful if used correctly. Physical Therapists will show you how to …

Best Tips/Advice Relating to Vaginismus

If you are looking for tips/advice regarding anything relating to vaginismus continue reading... I know exactly what it's like to initially find out that you have vaginismus and to become overwhelmed with what to do next. It's scary to open up your web browser, search "vaginismus," and see what pops up. It's even scarier to …

Grace the Haunted Doll

If you are terrified of dolls AND ghosts, then this should be a real treat for you 👻👻👻 Below is a link to a UK investigation on Grace the Haunted Doll, who is supposedly haunted by a witch from the 1600s. You can clearly hear a malicious woman's voice say things like, "curse you" and …

Top Five Haunted Locations that I Want to Visit

I love the paranormal, and have always wanted to visit a real haunted location. I watch many YouTubers who go to haunted places all over the world to investigate and see if there really is "another side." I've had a few paranormal experiences myself, like seeing a man walk from my grandmas bedroom to the …