How many of you are guilty of doing too much at once? *raises hand* 🙂 Well, if you happen to be one of us, then you are probably extremely aware of how it can not only effect your mood but also your body. A few years ago, when I was living on my own in … Continue reading How your body reacts to stress
I feel like it has been forever since I've come on here! However, I have been extremely busy, managed to make it to the gym 6 times this week and even spent more time with my fiance. It has been really nice! Aside from the most horrible migraine I've had all day, and some random … Continue reading Boudoir Shoot…?
Thank you Anita for this nomination! I am so blessed to have met all of you and honored by your constant support ❤ Even though I haven't been on here in a week, I was shocked to come on here and see this nomination. I feel truly grateful for being a part of this community. … Continue reading Brotherhood of the World Award
When you fall down you just have to get up and try again. I know many women struggling with vaginismus will have a hard time saying this to themselves from time to time. I even have a hard time saying it to myself right now. However, before this new perspective, I used to drown my … Continue reading Don’t let the setbacks set you back.
I feel like I'm destroying everything. It's like, whatever I put my hands on, it falls apart into ashes on the ground. It leaves a sour taste in my mouth that I can't shake whenever I see your face turn into despair, yet some days you refuse to accept that you are depressed. Others, you … Continue reading I feel like I can’t win.
If you have read any of my previous blogs, you will know that I have a hard time with intimacy. It's no surprise that vaginismus makes one afraid of intimacy. Sex hurts, so your body wants to avoid that pain at all cost. Add on top of that depression and anxiety. The depression brings back … Continue reading Determining to overcome
When most people cook pancakes, they end up looking like the masterpiece baby of Betty Crocker and the sun. All golden brown, perfectly circular, stacked like a spring.
Are those pancakes even real?
This morning, I took it upon myself to get out of this little funk hanging above my head. A fiesty, fun-sized personal raincloud thumping along over the past few days. There’s nothing in particular wrong per say, I just feel flat like a pancake. It is also important to note that I don’t feel like a pretty pancake, but more like one that didn’t make the first cut, let alone the final cut, for being frumpy, pale and misshaped.
This wee storm brewing in my brain only happens occasionally nowadays. Thanks to therapy and medication, I’m only graced with the boring and dull, relentless hold of depression rather irregularly now.
“Let’s not sleep at night, but during…
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