It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading Resilience
Life isn't always fair. Sometimes you don't get the congratulations you want. Sometimes you don't get the praise you feel like you deserve. Sometimes you don't get the support you need. That's why it's important to give yourself the love, praise and support you need when others simply can't or don't know how. My whole … Continue reading Getting back into writing
It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading The Troubles I’ve Been Facing
It's been a bit since I've come on here, but I think I really needed the break from writing. I've been trying to write my second book, but I've been having a really hard time getting the motivation to just sit down and work. I thought I would be able to get some chapters done … Continue reading Hey there!
There are many days where I find myself needing more in my life. Like fun and crazy things that make life more interesting. Honestly, I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that my relationship doesn't have sex, so things become very routine. If sex were possible, I think I'd be … Continue reading Rant for the evening
Super excited that I found this while googling! It's a short film made by Melissa Rivera and Samantha Shada about a girl with vaginismus. Yay! People are taking action and, from what I can find, this film is getting recognition! The short film is about a fictional relationship between a woman, who has vaginismus, and … Continue reading Sexless: A Short Film
Since I'm going to write this book as a memoir, I have to find a way begin again. Scrapping my previous pages wasn't as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, and I think that's because I knew the story wasn't as powerful as it could be. Here is a very rough draft of a … Continue reading Very Rough Start of My Book
