Withdrawal Symptoms

I mentioned earlier that I would post a medication update. I've gone through a few old posts and noticed that I've said many things that I didn't do so, I'll try harder 🙂 I take quite a few medications for depression and anxiety but, starting about 4 months ago, I started having weird reactions. At …

Oh, come on…

Well, dear reader, I feel like I just keep complaining but honestly what the actual fuck is going on. Something happened that came out of left field that may impact my work life. I'm still not able to process it fully, but I truly hope things work out positively. It's funny how you go into …

A Day Like Any Other

While today has pretty much sucked, I feel like tomorrow will be worse. I can't help but stress over a problem I'm having (intentionally being vague for obvious reasons) and really trying to hold it all together. I'm trying to tell myself, "You did the best you could. Mistakes happen." I hope the other party …

Hair Loss?

Just when you think the universe hasn't already shit on you enough, it has to throw you another "fun" surprise. Raise your hand if you suffer from hair loss at 30 🤚 I've been suffering from hair loss for awhile now. I've always had thin hair, but lately it's becoming thinner. Ahh to have hair...I …

Freaky Coincidences or Something More?

So I had to come on here to document this because it was really cool and made me so happy. I cried a bit because I'm weird like that. I know many of you probably don't believe in the "other side" and, even though I also have my skeptical side, moments like these have me …

End of Day

It's one of those days where I feel completely overwhelmed and not in control of my own mind. The day started out well. I woke up at 6am, sat on the porch with my puppy and a delicious cup of coffee. I kept hoping I'd see a cute baby bunny hop on by. Then for …

Dreams

I came into the bedroom to study Korean and found myself plopped on the bed watching music videos...they are in Korean, so at least I'm not totally off topic! My poor puppy is afraid of the thunderstorm and came to lay on my legs, so now I can't move even if I wanted to. Honestly, …

My Little Journal of Thoughts

So I feel like I've fallen down a hole and just decided to live there for the past 6 months. I haven't been on here since November 2021 and the hiatus has been...uh.. interesting. The problem with a hiatus is that you have had so many things happen during that time that you completely forget …

Revamping Old Poetry

It's been awhile since I've written poetry, so I looked back at some of the previous ones. I thought it would be fun to revamp some and I picked "You Dodged a Bullet." You can let me know what you think: You dodged a bullet from the outside in. My instincts would have thoroughly ripped …

Autumn Rain

Today, I felt more inspired to write. Sitting by my porch with the door open, listening to the autumn rain, undoubtedly turns ones hectic mind into a relaxed state. My mind has not been relaxed in a very long time. Yesterday, was a very bad day for me in terms of my depression, and I …