I used to dream about who would be my best friend... I used to dream about my first boyfriend and what he would be like... I used to dream about where and when I'd receive my first kiss... I used to wonder who I'd go to prom with... I used to wonder what kind of … Continue reading I used to dream…
When you ask, "Have any of you ladies tried this?" on a Vaginismus Facebook page and the admins got mad because you didn't say "individuals." Keep in mind others used the word "ladies," but I was the only one called out. Gurrrlllll....I'm pretty sure that last I checked ladies had vaginas.
I have received a few emails asking if I have either overcome or progressed with my vaginismus. Unfortunately, I have not. In fact, one of the main reasons I have not been discussing my vaginismus on here lately has been because 1. I have been SUPER busy and 2. Talking about it only reminds me … Continue reading Vaginismus, Weddings & Honeymoons…Oh my!
You gift us with your tender hearts And stay by us during the toughest parts You grant us the privilege of being by your side And loyally, faithfully remain our true guides You bless us each and every day with your presence And only ever seek our unwavering acceptance You help to dry the bluest … Continue reading Undeserving
A kaleidoscope of colors flash before my eyes I reach out to try and catch this technicolored guise Light instantly slips between my fingertips like smoke A sullen feeling overtakes as it all feels like a sick joke Walking through a colorless world is a sad existence I watch as the world around me plays … Continue reading Colorless
Feel the pressure run through your soul Suffocating the life out of you whole Put on a happy face to mask reality Silently fight back the tears of all the irony You know you’ve been at this place before Don’t pretend you didn’t see it tapping at your front door The only blind sidedness was … Continue reading Irony
Strains of built up tension run through my veins How the guilt of disturbance still steadfastly remains You hold onto hope that tomorrow will be better And have a sinking heart when tomorrow comes with a ruthless vendetta The all-consuming irrational fears are unkindly timed Excessive worry and shortness of breath steadily make the long … Continue reading Anxiety