Sometimes there is magic in the madness. Sometimes magic lies in the silence. Problems concerned. Problems discerned. Problems overturned. You hear the whispers beyond the screams, that rage deep within your depths. Hoping they will be heard before it's too late, or before you become consumed by its grasps. The mind is a funny thing. … Continue reading The mind (poem)
Some days you rise. Some days you fall. Some days the fall is a ride. Some days the fall is an end. Some days the fall is brief. Some days the fall makes the most sense. Some days the fall is all you want to do. Some days that is it.
Some days I feel electrified and full of energy. Other days, I feel like all the energy is being sucked out of me. It's like all the light switches are turning off in me one by one. I'm not sure why I can't be happy for the things I've accomplished. I'm not sure why I … Continue reading Electrify
As I'm coming to truth with certain facts, I'm beginning to realize you never truly loved me back. I don't know what more I could have done to make you see the circles I would run. I thought you were my best friend, I thought you were my lover. But apparently I was simply your … Continue reading Coming to terms with the truth
Not feeling my greatest today. I think it's just because of the stress I've been dealing with lately. I feel like I'm spiraling, but I know that's just my anxiety and depression trying to take over. I've been singing more than I have been writing, because it's an easier way to express myself right now. … Continue reading Feeling off today
For all those guys who wanted to date me, You got lucky. For all those guys who I never said goodbye too, You got lucky. For all those guys whose hearts were broken by me, You got lucky. For all those guys who wanted a happy and normal relationship, You got lucky. For all those … Continue reading For all those guys…
Can't sleep. Ashamed of the pain. Afraid of the guilt. My love was never enough. Only one person. I can't do it all. Watch me falter As I try to stand tall.