So I feel like I've fallen down a hole and just decided to live there for the past 6 months. I haven't been on here since November 2021 and the hiatus has been...uh.. interesting. The problem with a hiatus is that you have had so many things happen during that time that you completely forget … Continue reading My Little Journal of Thoughts
Depression
Autumn Rain
Today, I felt more inspired to write. Sitting by my porch with the door open, listening to the autumn rain, undoubtedly turns ones hectic mind into a relaxed state. My mind has not been relaxed in a very long time. Yesterday, was a very bad day for me in terms of my depression, and I … Continue reading Autumn Rain
A Ball of Yarn
WARNING: If thoughts of suicide cause you distress or trigger you in some way, please do not continue to read this post. Also, please reach out to someone if you do have thoughts of suicide. There are many grades of depression and everyone has a unique visual for how they would describe what their depression … Continue reading A Ball of Yarn
Do Affirmations Really Work?
So our air conditioner decided to die yesterday morning, after weeks of telling the apartment complex something seemed wrong with it. It's unfortunate that outside, in 90 degree weather with high humidity, is cooler than being in your own apartment. The apartment complex did give us a fan, which we put in the bedroom and … Continue reading Do Affirmations Really Work?
Things “To Do” and “Not To Do” When You’re Spiraling
My phone has been giving me a hard time lately, so I haven't been able to get on here to write. It wasn't allowing me to access apps or even call and text people. I've gotten it fixed but I do need to get an upgrade. Aside from that, I've also just been playing Sims … Continue reading Things “To Do” and “Not To Do” When You’re Spiraling
Some Art I’ve Created While I’ve Been Away
One of the things I've been trying to get back into is drawing. I've even been trying new mediums to keep myself interested and motivated. I used to spend HOURS in my room drawing. I remember laying on the floor, my pencils sprawled out on the floor around me, my black jukebox playing to my … Continue reading Some Art I’ve Created While I’ve Been Away
Music, Memory and Emotion
Music has always been that one thing that carries me through tough times. For as long as I can remember, music comforted me in ways that no person I knew could. I still remember each and every song I listened to during the times where I was really struggling. Even now, if I go back … Continue reading Music, Memory and Emotion
Deleting Facebook
When I say I "deleted Facebook," I really meant that I deleted the app from my phone and never go on it. It's been one of the best decisions I've made. Honestly, Facebook has always been the worst social media for my anxiety, depression and self-esteem. So, back in 2019, I turned off all notifications … Continue reading Deleting Facebook
So How is Language Learning Really Going…
I started learning Korean almost 1 year ago. I've always had it on my bucket list to learn another language and have attempted Gaelic, Latin, Greek and Spanish. I put more effort into learning Gaelic than the others because I felt more of a connection with it being the language my ancestors spoke. However, one … Continue reading So How is Language Learning Really Going…
FemFusion Fitness
Over the weekend, my mom showed me this really interesting program that she bought and is currently using. She said she has had great results so far and showed me a few of the videos that you receive when you purchase the program. It looks very promising for many women...and men! This is not really … Continue reading FemFusion Fitness
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