Do you ever have those days where you feel like you are letting the moments pass you by? You try so hard to stay positive and look happy but inside you are spining out of control. Everything around you makes you question yourself and your life decisions. You even begin to question your past and … Continue reading Feeling emotional
I hate seeing things fall apart. Especially things that I'm passionate about, yet have no control over. It's like you are watching an absolute trainwreck, but are powerless to stop it. Maybe if I was superman I could 🙂 When something old, beautiful and historic finds itself under poor management, you have to wonder what … Continue reading The devastating truth
Some days you get into a strange stage of remembrance. They can be happy thoughts of nostalgia or thoughts that haunt you from the past. Whichever you are feeling that day, know that the confusion won't last. I'm sure we can all relate when we look at pictures from the past. A flood of emotions … Continue reading Time
Some days I feel electrified and full of energy. Other days, I feel like all the energy is being sucked out of me. It's like all the light switches are turning off in me one by one. I'm not sure why I can't be happy for the things I've accomplished. I'm not sure why I … Continue reading Electrify
As I'm coming to truth with certain facts, I'm beginning to realize you never truly loved me back. I don't know what more I could have done to make you see the circles I would run. I thought you were my best friend, I thought you were my lover. But apparently I was simply your … Continue reading Coming to terms with the truth
Depression sucks. Period. With the medication, my depression comes in waves. Basically, I don't feel depressed everyday, but when I do feel depressed it's almost unbearable. I wish it could just stop. I wish I could be normal. I wish I could take back past events that caused me to be the way that I … Continue reading Depression sucks.
Not feeling great, or even good, lately. Just feeling off is really the best way I can describe it. I feel lost, sad, tired, bored... Not sure why I'm feeling so out of it, but I hope it goes away soon...I just want to go back to feeling normal again. It's been so long since … Continue reading Not feeling normal
Wishing I could have done more. Wondering if I should have done less. Forever left with questions. In fear of the lies and regrets. Hopeful that I was right. Depression fills my eyes.
For all those guys who wanted to date me, You got lucky. For all those guys who I never said goodbye too, You got lucky. For all those guys whose hearts were broken by me, You got lucky. For all those guys who wanted a happy and normal relationship, You got lucky. For all those … Continue reading For all those guys…
Am I a weak person or am I simply human? I can't decide whether to laugh or cry. Dry those eyes and leave certain memories behind. Why is it so difficult to let go of the past? Why is it a strangulation on myself to leave behind all the rest? Am I really a weak person … Continue reading Am I weak?