One thing that many women who suffer from vaginismus fear, or end up being afraid of, is intimacy. I never used to be afraid of intimacy, but after knowingly having vaginismus and experiencing painful sex for almost 2 years, I began to shy away from it. Keep in mind intimacy doesn't mean just sex. Intimacy … Continue reading Fear of Intimacy and Ways to Overcome it
All 700 pictures are here! Don't worry, I won't make you view all of them 😉 The wedding was perfect, or what I would describe as perfect. It's funny how after years of planning the moment is gone before you know it, but the pictures remain. This is one reason pictures have always been so … Continue reading Our Wedding
I'm ADDICTED to this song! 💔 Lose You to Love Me --- video link I'm pretty sure my dog is sick of hearing me listening/singing this song. Poor buddy. This song gives me so many feels. I certainly understand her pain, and I think many of us have gone through similar relationship situations. My second … Continue reading “I needed to lose you to find me”
Hear my words beat louder than my heart Was it possible that I knew our destiny from the very start? Were we damned in this venture straight from the beginning? My head can’t stop these stupid allegations from spinning You seemed to have my back until I needed you the most Then you turned your … Continue reading How does it feel?
Here we are standing together for the first time in 3 years. The journey’s our lives have taken us almost seem to disappear. We laugh like no time has passed between us and we are back as our younger selves. Smiling and joking at the memories from the inked pages on the old bookshelves. The … Continue reading Two Roads Poem
True love just doesn’t go away, Despite what you desire most. Those deep feelings are left to stay, Haunting you as a lonely ghost. I’m sorry our paths forked, And that our single journey divided into two. I fought my hardest to make us work, But I think a part of us already knew. The … Continue reading Deep Love Poem
Sometimes we stay because we think we don’t deserve better. Your dark and abusive inner voice whispers, “let her.” Sometimes we stay because we are afraid of the unknown. We ultimately can’t bare the thought of being alone. Sometimes we stay because we simply feel content. Why risk the possibility of resent? Sometimes we stay … Continue reading Which one are you?
Super excited that I found this while googling! It's a short film made by Melissa Rivera and Samantha Shada about a girl with vaginismus. Yay! People are taking action and, from what I can find, this film is getting recognition! The short film is about a fictional relationship between a woman, who has vaginismus, and … Continue reading Sexless: A Short Film
"And so you are simply left with those memories. The vision of what it was like to be masked in the moonlight with the person you saw yourself spending the rest of your life with. The person who helped you to break out of that shell and push you to try things you’ve never done … Continue reading When wine becomes your best friend…again.
What secrets lie inside the heart? Those that slowly, carelessly tear us apart. Too often we allow ourselves to distantly fall, So madly, deeply in love with it all. The pain, the sorrow, the heartbreaks too real, Forces us to learn too quickly how to feel. We wander through the paths of a broken road, … Continue reading Secrets