한국에 공부하러 가고 싶어요

한국에 공부하러 가고 싶어요. Such a simple sentence. "I want to go to Korea to study." I've been studying today to keep myself from spiraling too deeply. I am on an app called HelloTalk, where you can help others learn languages. I posted this and had so many individuals from Korea like it, as well …

Feeling Worthless

When you are living with depression and anxiety, then vaginismus on top of that, it can be hard to hold onto relationships. You are constantly struggling, but ultimately feel guilty that you are bringing another person into your mess. You feel like you are ruining another person's life and holding them back from having happiness. …

Past Experiences

Have any of you ever had a job that completely abused you emotionally and mentally? So much so, that you had to go on antidepressants and almost committed suicide? A previous job that I had was so emotionally abusive that I still have PTSD from it. It’s heartbreaking because it was in a field that …

So good news!

Good news! I'm not cursed! Well, at least not at the moment 😉 I still tend to have horrible bad luck. Even my husband tells me the weirdest stuff happens to me. But this time things turned out pleasantly! My car happened to be a cheaper fix than we thought and the botox treatment is …

My Paranormal Story made it on YouTube!

I thought I would come on here briefly to share a few of my other paranormal stories, as well as share a YouTube video where a story of mine was read. The Feather Duster So this story isn't my own personal story. It happened to my grandma and the cleaning lady, Kim. However, I found …

I’m pretty sure I’m cursed

It's been awhile since I've come on here to write a good post relating to vaginismus. I planned on doing this yesterday, as I had a very productive and educational therapy session, but the universe had other plans for me. My car decided to start making a horrible grinding and cranking noise. By this time, …

Life Update

So I really considered doing some research and writing a flavorful blog on something new, but I just couldn't do it. Yesterday I had a massive panic attack out of nowhere and I'm still feeling depressed from it. It's been such a long time that I didn't know what to do in that moment. I …

Update (the slightly inebriated version)

I was about to comment on how well my constitution is considering I had 6 viles of blood drawn today and I just drank a full bottle of wine (it's been awhile), but then I dropped my dinner and realized I'm not as epic as I thought I was... Just a brief update, because I …

Sixteen and Terrified of Tampons

I'm going to preface this post by saying that I have the flu, and I'm doing my absolute best to have this whole blog post make sense. Let's continue... I thought I'd share a story that might be relatable to some of my fellow vaginismus friends. Is that even a thing: "vaginismus friends?" God, I'm …

“Working on Us” Week #24 Blog Post

BeckiesMentalMess created this wonderfully unique blogging opportunity that, not only gets the community involved, but also spreads awareness about an important topic : mental health. If you would like to read her "Working on Us - Week #24" post that helped to spark this conversation, click here: https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/66556224/posts/2490771519 Managing Good Mental Health During The Holiday …