It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading The Troubles I’ve Been Facing
Since I'm going to write this book as a memoir, I have to find a way begin again. Scrapping my previous pages wasn't as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, and I think that's because I knew the story wasn't as powerful as it could be. Here is a very rough draft of a … Continue reading Very Rough Start of My Book
I totally underestimated the time frame of how long it takes a segment to appear on TV. So, since it was so long ago, let me take you back to October when RTL Television flew to my place from New York to shoot a segment for a German news channel on vaginismus. The whole shoot … Continue reading RTL Television video segment
Last night, my fiance and I were having a stressful day. In fact, we have been pretty stressed for months now due to our jobs, money, health, family, etc. So, he recommended we watch About Time, a movie that his mom showed us when we first started dating.I adore this movie and HIGHLY recommend to … Continue reading About Time
In case things don't go the way I would like them to go, I wanted to write this blog to remind myself that it's okay. Don't fall down or lose your positivity because of it. Simply remind yourself that it wasn't meant to be and something better is on it's way. It could always be … Continue reading A reminder to myself
So food poisoning happened yesterday...Yay me.I also had an interview yesterday.I never thought I'd have to give an interview while I was suffering from food poisoning. It was definitely not my finest hour. But, I guess, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.I highly doubt I aced the interview, but I certainly did my best … Continue reading Not what I had in mind…
https://youtu.be/9k5ghFML3VQ LOVE the thumbnail YouTube gave me (insert heavy sarcasm) This is not my first YouTube video; however, I want to really begin using YouTube as another platform to spread awareness and bring positivity to others. The year 2019 is going to be a good one because I am going to make it so. I … Continue reading Use your Mantra
