Never personally tell a person with vaginismus that you think sex before marriage is a sin, unless you wish to make them even more depressed than they already are. Just a word of advice from the person, who was finally having a decent day and then got sideswiped by that random message. Just try to … Continue reading Note:
It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading Resilience
Have any of you made a “Dream Board” before? I’ve been toying with the idea recently for two reasons: I can stimulate my mind with some creativity in crafting I can plant my dreams on this board, hopefully manifesting some positivity into my life I’m slowly being weaned off Zoloft and have been placed on … Continue reading Dream Board
Life isn't always fair. Sometimes you don't get the congratulations you want. Sometimes you don't get the praise you feel like you deserve. Sometimes you don't get the support you need. That's why it's important to give yourself the love, praise and support you need when others simply can't or don't know how. My whole … Continue reading Getting back into writing
It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading The Troubles I’ve Been Facing
Super excited that I found this while googling! It's a short film made by Melissa Rivera and Samantha Shada about a girl with vaginismus. Yay! People are taking action and, from what I can find, this film is getting recognition! The short film is about a fictional relationship between a woman, who has vaginismus, and … Continue reading Sexless: A Short Film
Since I'm going to write this book as a memoir, I have to find a way begin again. Scrapping my previous pages wasn't as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, and I think that's because I knew the story wasn't as powerful as it could be. Here is a very rough draft of a … Continue reading Very Rough Start of My Book
