I mentioned earlier that I would post a medication update. I've gone through a few old posts and noticed that I've said many things that I didn't do so, I'll try harder 🙂 I take quite a few medications for depression and anxiety but, starting about 4 months ago, I started having weird reactions. At … Continue reading Withdrawal Symptoms
Depression
Freaky Coincidences or Something More?
So I had to come on here to document this because it was really cool and made me so happy. I cried a bit because I'm weird like that. I know many of you probably don't believe in the "other side" and, even though I also have my skeptical side, moments like these have me … Continue reading Freaky Coincidences or Something More?
End of Day
It's one of those days where I feel completely overwhelmed and not in control of my own mind. The day started out well. I woke up at 6am, sat on the porch with my puppy and a delicious cup of coffee. I kept hoping I'd see a cute baby bunny hop on by. Then for … Continue reading End of Day
My Little Journal of Thoughts
So I feel like I've fallen down a hole and just decided to live there for the past 6 months. I haven't been on here since November 2021 and the hiatus has been...uh.. interesting. The problem with a hiatus is that you have had so many things happen during that time that you completely forget … Continue reading My Little Journal of Thoughts
Revamping Old Poetry
It's been awhile since I've written poetry, so I looked back at some of the previous ones. I thought it would be fun to revamp some and I picked "You Dodged a Bullet." You can let me know what you think: You dodged a bullet from the outside in. My instincts would have thoroughly ripped … Continue reading Revamping Old Poetry
Autumn Rain
Today, I felt more inspired to write. Sitting by my porch with the door open, listening to the autumn rain, undoubtedly turns ones hectic mind into a relaxed state. My mind has not been relaxed in a very long time. Yesterday, was a very bad day for me in terms of my depression, and I … Continue reading Autumn Rain
A Ball of Yarn
WARNING: If thoughts of suicide cause you distress or trigger you in some way, please do not continue to read this post. Also, please reach out to someone if you do have thoughts of suicide. There are many grades of depression and everyone has a unique visual for how they would describe what their depression … Continue reading A Ball of Yarn
Do Affirmations Really Work?
So our air conditioner decided to die yesterday morning, after weeks of telling the apartment complex something seemed wrong with it. It's unfortunate that outside, in 90 degree weather with high humidity, is cooler than being in your own apartment. The apartment complex did give us a fan, which we put in the bedroom and … Continue reading Do Affirmations Really Work?
Things “To Do” and “Not To Do” When You’re Spiraling
My phone has been giving me a hard time lately, so I haven't been able to get on here to write. It wasn't allowing me to access apps or even call and text people. I've gotten it fixed but I do need to get an upgrade. Aside from that, I've also just been playing Sims … Continue reading Things “To Do” and “Not To Do” When You’re Spiraling
Some Art I’ve Created While I’ve Been Away
One of the things I've been trying to get back into is drawing. I've even been trying new mediums to keep myself interested and motivated. I used to spend HOURS in my room drawing. I remember laying on the floor, my pencils sprawled out on the floor around me, my black jukebox playing to my … Continue reading Some Art I’ve Created While I’ve Been Away
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