Strains of built up tension run through my veins How the guilt of disturbance still steadfastly remains You hold onto hope that tomorrow will be better And have a sinking heart when tomorrow comes with a ruthless vendetta The all-consuming irrational fears are unkindly timed Excessive worry and shortness of breath steadily make the long … Continue reading Anxiety
Never personally tell a person with vaginismus that you think sex before marriage is a sin, unless you wish to make them even more depressed than they already are. Just a word of advice from the person, who was finally having a decent day and then got sideswiped by that random message. Just try to … Continue reading Note:
Hear my words beat louder than my heart Was it possible that I knew our destiny from the very start? Were we damned in this venture straight from the beginning? My head can’t stop these stupid allegations from spinning You seemed to have my back until I needed you the most Then you turned your … Continue reading How does it feel?
Good morning demon from my past You finally found my hiding place at last It’s such a shame to leave my happy place I raise up my hands and give into this relentless rat race They tell me to breathe in happiness, breathe out the bad They think they understand the madness that goes on … Continue reading Trapped
Days go by and I can’t help but smile at this fantasy I dream it over and over again through blissful memories Can’t wait to close my eyes knowing that you’ll be there I lay my head down on my pillowcase and begin this cruel affair Sad but sweet I knew it was too good … Continue reading This Fantasy
It's mental health awareness month, and I know that many of us either silently struggle with mental illness or openly discuss it. Talinda Bennington, Chester Bennington's wife, began the campaign, "320 Changes Direction," to help those in need, who are suffering with mental health concerns or addictions. Linkin Park has been my saving grace since … Continue reading 320 Changes Direction Campaign
It's difficult to put into words the horrific feelings and relentless emotions I feel daily. Right when you think things are going well, that feeling of hoplessness catches you off guard. You fall back into your own distant bubble, away from everyone else, because you perceive yourself as a burden to others. Who wants to … Continue reading Resilience