These past few weeks have not been the best for my depression. The episodes I'll have are so severe that I sometimes can't control my own actions or even what I say. Much of this has to do with vaginismus. The feelings of sadness, worthlessness, guilt, anger, frustration and disappointment come to my mind straight … Continue reading Vaginismus and Depression
You spend your days acting in a questionable manner, Feeling your thoughts drown in the depths of your mind. Everyone around you knows you are acting strangely, But you pretend and persuade that all is fine. The void you feel in your heart weighs heavily, Making you feel guilty about your mysteries this coming night. … Continue reading Deep Sea Diver
Do you ever have those days where you feel like you are letting the moments pass you by? You try so hard to stay positive and look happy but inside you are spining out of control. Everything around you makes you question yourself and your life decisions. You even begin to question your past and … Continue reading Feeling emotional
Well I did it. I attempted to try on my wedding dress. Let's just say that last night was not my ideal night. For starters, I was told to try on my bridesmaid's dress that I had purchased for a friend's wedding next weekend. The other bridesmaids said that when they tried on the dress … Continue reading How do people do it??
I am having so much trouble writing this second book on vaginismus. I don't know why the fictional story is so much more difficult to get into. I thought it would be hella fun, but every time I go to the computer to write, I just sit there and stare at the document. I'm beginning … Continue reading Writer’s block…again
Courage: n. "strength in the face of pain or grief." All of us are dealing with something in our lives that is painful or difficult, and, because of these struggles, we are discovering who we are. Our struggles and experiences teach us new things and help to define us. This may be depression, anxiety, an … Continue reading Courage is Strength