Surgery Consultation

With everything going on in the world right now, it feels weird to write a blog about myself. I truly hope all of you are healthy and not struggling financially, like so many are. It's a crazy time we are living in right now. On Tuesday, I had my surgery consultation with my new gynecologist/surgeon. …

My Lab Results

I hadn't planned on coming on here to provide an update on my lab results, but I decided that it might be an interesting part of my journey with vaginismus. The reason I say this is because there was one section of my lab results that didn't quite make sense. I wasn't sick when I …

Lets Talk About Botox…Again

In my book, Living with Vaginismus, I talk about the Botox Procedure and mention it briefly again in my blog post Best Tips/Advice Relating to Vaginismus. I then shared Botox Stories from Reddit to give you a better idea of other individual's perspective on the procedure. Today, I'm going to re-visit this topic because more …

So good news!

Good news! I'm not cursed! Well, at least not at the moment 😉 I still tend to have horrible bad luck. Even my husband tells me the weirdest stuff happens to me. But this time things turned out pleasantly! My car happened to be a cheaper fix than we thought and the botox treatment is …

I’m pretty sure I’m cursed

It's been awhile since I've come on here to write a good post relating to vaginismus. I planned on doing this yesterday, as I had a very productive and educational therapy session, but the universe had other plans for me. My car decided to start making a horrible grinding and cranking noise. By this time, …

Update (the slightly inebriated version)

I was about to comment on how well my constitution is considering I had 6 viles of blood drawn today and I just drank a full bottle of wine (it's been awhile), but then I dropped my dinner and realized I'm not as epic as I thought I was... Just a brief update, because I …

Happy Fall!

Hey everyone! It feels like it's been a long time! Also, I went and did something CRAZY last weekend... Photo credit: KSO Photography I went ahead and got married and stuffs ❤🍁❤ You know, super casual. Everyone asks what it's like to be married and I tell them that it's literally the same as being …

Dream Board

Have any of you made a “Dream Board” before? I’ve been toying with the idea recently for two reasons: I can stimulate my mind with some creativity in crafting I can plant my dreams on this board, hopefully manifesting some positivity into my life I’m slowly being weaned off Zoloft and have been placed on …

Procedure for Vaginismus

I'm not going to try and sob my way into this blog post because, honestly, I feel selfish even doing it. However, the procedure for vaginismus has been postponed due to the lack of funds we have. Weddings, let alone surgeries, are expensive. Botox injections for Vaginismus is an extremely expensive procedure, and keep in …

Botox stories from Reddit

I started watching a TV show called, "Embarrassing Bodies," and immediately clicked on the vagina episode. I was desperately hoping I'd find someone in the episode, who struggled with vaginismus. Well, sadly, I did not encounter anyone. However, one person did have to get Botox injections for a different problem (her muscles were not tightening …