Someone New

Waking up smothered in rays of golden light, Tangled up in sheets like clouds of purest white. The softest of winds rustle your coffee colored hair, The sounds of music come crashing into me out of nowhere. Sometimes I wonder if I was too foolish, Playing these games, holding onto a wish. Your smoke fills …

Deer in the Headlights

What did you think when you first saw my face?Did your blood start pumping and your heart begin to race?Your beautiful smile caught me completely off guard.Who could have predicted you’d leave me so scarred?I tried my best but it never seemed right.I even wore the makeup you said you liked.You told me you hated …

Brain Fog

Have you started to feel a bit off lately? Do you feel like you’re having a harder time understanding things or even putting thoughts together? Well, I have and it really scares me. I couldn’t figure out why I was having such a hard time retaining information and feeling hazy. For a while now, I’ve …

Sunshine Blogger Award

Happy Sunday! Thank you to Beckie from “Beckie's Mental Mess” who has nominated me for the Sunshine Blogger Award.  I am honored and I'm always in disbelief that people have taken the time to read my blog. It never fails to make me smile. If you have never read Beckie’s blog, please make a point in …

The Sunshine Blogger Award

Thank you so much to Beckie for nominating me for this award. I always love these blogger awards because it is a fun way to engage with the blogging community. We read each others stories daily, but we rarely learn about the conversational facts that we would have if we were having coffee together. To …

Use your Mantra

https://youtu.be/9k5ghFML3VQ LOVE the thumbnail YouTube gave me (insert heavy sarcasm) This is not my first YouTube video; however, I want to really begin using YouTube as another platform to spread awareness and bring positivity to others. The year 2019 is going to be a good one because I am going to make it so. I …

Let’s Talk about Sex

I am so excited to share with all of you that a segment of my fiance and I talking about vaginismus will be featured on RTL Television. For those of you who are unaware of RTL, they are the largest broadcasting company in Germany. The producer approached me and asked if I would be interested …

New Book idea?

Unfortunately, I didn't work out yesterday because of the women's conference I went to with my art booth. It went pretty well, but I'll see how many follow through with commissions. I brought my book to show at the women's conference as well and the lady who runs it said it was fine to have …

Time

Some days you get into a strange stage of remembrance. They can be happy thoughts of nostalgia or thoughts that haunt you from the past. Whichever you are feeling that day, know that the confusion won't last. I'm sure we can all relate when we look at pictures from the past. A flood of emotions …

Day 2 of working out

So if you guys had read my previous blog, I mentioned that I hadn't been to the gym in 6 days because I was sick. However, today I was able to get to the gym for a little under an hour. I jogged for 20 minutes (1.22 miles) and then performed 15 minute and 11 …