Just when you think the universe hasn't already shit on you enough, it has to throw you another "fun" surprise. Raise your hand if you suffer from hair loss at 30 🤚 I've been suffering from hair loss for awhile now. I've always had thin hair, but lately it's becoming thinner. Ahh to have hair...I … Continue reading Hair Loss?
So I had to come on here to document this because it was really cool and made me so happy. I cried a bit because I'm weird like that. I know many of you probably don't believe in the "other side" and, even though I also have my skeptical side, moments like these have me … Continue reading Freaky Coincidences or Something More?
So I feel like I've fallen down a hole and just decided to live there for the past 6 months. I haven't been on here since November 2021 and the hiatus has been...uh.. interesting. The problem with a hiatus is that you have had so many things happen during that time that you completely forget … Continue reading My Little Journal of Thoughts
I don't know if any of you have had, what I'm self-diagnosing as, a ganglion cyst, but it hurts really bad. I know I'm no doctor, but a few of my colleagues have also had this type of bubble on their wrist in the same location as mine. Sadly, it's right above my little paw … Continue reading Language Diaries
One of the things I've been trying to get back into is drawing. I've even been trying new mediums to keep myself interested and motivated. I used to spend HOURS in my room drawing. I remember laying on the floor, my pencils sprawled out on the floor around me, my black jukebox playing to my … Continue reading Some Art I’ve Created While I’ve Been Away
Music has always been that one thing that carries me through tough times. For as long as I can remember, music comforted me in ways that no person I knew could. I still remember each and every song I listened to during the times where I was really struggling. Even now, if I go back … Continue reading Music, Memory and Emotion
One thing that many women who suffer from vaginismus fear, or end up being afraid of, is intimacy. I never used to be afraid of intimacy, but after knowingly having vaginismus and experiencing painful sex for almost 2 years, I began to shy away from it. Keep in mind intimacy doesn't mean just sex. Intimacy … Continue reading Fear of Intimacy and Ways to Overcome it
Are you having trouble sleeping lately? I'm not sure what it is, but everyone in my office and personal life are having the worst time getting a good night's sleep. I don't think I've had a full nights sleep in 2 weeks. So, after talking with my therapist, because I had absolutely no idea why … Continue reading Tips to Help the Anxious Brain Sleep
Dilators: Those annoying, yet helpful, phallic-looking plastic, silicone or glass instruments used to help stretch the PC muscles ❤️ Pediatric sizes Vaginal sizes Many women are given dilators without any instruction on how to use them. Of course, these cylindrical tools can be extremely helpful if used correctly. Physical Therapists will show you how to … Continue reading How to Use Dilators Correctly
If you are looking for tips/advice regarding anything relating to vaginismus continue reading... I know exactly what it's like to initially find out that you have vaginismus and to become overwhelmed with what to do next. It's scary to open up your web browser, search "vaginismus," and see what pops up. It's even scarier to … Continue reading Best Tips/Advice Relating to Vaginismus